stranded in the realm of 'i don't know'

I'm stranded in the realm of 'i don't know' when it comes to telling you the things i want. i know you know that i feel for you, i just don't know if you know how much.
i see you and i hear you, but can't reach you from the wall, this realm as protection of magnificent sorts.
You make your wonders known to me and tell of your adventures. When i listen, i do so tentatively with my undivided attention.
i remember the first time you played for me. Beautiful pictures plagued my mind. But none of you and i were present, because i was still in the realm.
i can't escape it because it thrives on my uncertainty.
i do not dare to utter phrases like 'you and me...'
i am stranded in the realm of 'i don't know'
and i just don't
i just don't know...