Thursday, October 14, 2010

Unwantable. Unloveable Me.

You don't love me, you only think you do.
I am unloveable.

You don't want me, you only want to want me.
I am unwantable.

A string of promises and sweet poems lead you here, what did you think you would find? A wonderous princess that was broken, that was stifling her heart with her mind?
What did you come here to prove, to want the unwantable me?
Unloveable, I said to you, unloveable, that's me.
But still you come with you heart on your sleeve, hoping for some form of redemption. I can offer you nothing, I can give you less, haven't you heard my intention?
I will rip your love to shreds with my pain and gnaw at your soul till it's rigid. I will corrupt your mind with memories that drain the very life that your eyes encompass.

I am unloveable, so do not love the unloveable me. I'll unwant you in a moment and break your heart...

and then you'll be angry with dread.