Friday, January 2, 2009

second thoughts

i had a friend once who told me all her secrets and never once did i judge her. she was to be an escape from the world that loathed me. we laughed and cried together, we shared harmony.
when the world kicked me out of its cult and i was alone, she handed in her resignation freely and chose me.
no second thoughts.
she broke my heart when in another direction she opted to go, i had no choice but to accept her decision. i owed her everything, and she in return expected nothing but loyalty.
with no second thoughts.
so now she and i, we're at a cross roads, far apart we stand and stare at one another, unable to freely express the things we were able to just a week before...
with no second thoughts i need to forgive, forget and let go because i owe her everything, and she, me nothing.
but all i have is second thoughts.
and second thoughts there will always be.
because in her moment of weakness she forgot about me.

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