bye bye baby..

i've never seen your hands,
but i know what it feels like to hold them,

i've never touched your skin,
but i'm sure if i try really hard i can smell it,

you've never had the chance to smile at me,
but i'm certain that if you did,
it would sends raindrops through my heart,

when i imagine your eyes,
they look like mine,
your hair curly and soft,
your nose tiny, like a button,

i know you're always with me,
inside me,
whispering your wishes to me,
so i'll know you've forgiven me,

when i see you one day,
you'll be a young lady,
beautiful and wise,
you'll laugh like me, talk walk and joke like me,
you'll be the me i never was,
but you'll be you

and i will love you,
not much more than i love you now,
i could never love anyone as much,

i'm sorry i never said goodbye,
i thought you'd never love me,

i'm sorry i hurt you,
i thought you came to hurt me,

i'm sorry i didn't teach you how to read,
how to write,
how to dance and play,
i thought you'd never want to,

i'm not sorry that you existed,
because you made me,

you welcomed me into the world,
when you didn't have the chance to see it,
you never hurt me,
you always loved me,
you teach me how to laugh more everyday,
because i remember you,

bye bye baby,
i love you,

Mommy...